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January 14, 2013

Words

I use to have words... good words.  Words with meaning, insight, deep after tastes and an over all sense of purpose.  Now, my words come in one liners.  They are not deep or very insightful and I can hardly get myself to tell you any of them for the shame of it.  

"Samuel is cranky."     Or     "I need to throw in a load of diapers into the wash."    Or          "I am tired."     Or     "He is awake!"

Here is the best one yet... "I have been puked on...again."
Sadly this is what my brain has resorted to of late.  Mush.  I expect one day WORDS will come prancing back into my life as though they had never gone and when they do I will give them a good talking to!  The nerve, leaving me all alone like that.  How is one suppose to write a creative anything without words?  Seriously.  Do they realize how naked they are making me feel?!

My
Hope is
to one day
share a day in 
the life of a stay 
at home Mama...until
I am able, this is all you
get.

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